My deal

The Beginning of Our Journey

The Beginning of Our Journey

Im 33 years old and am facing the biggest challenge of my life. For the first time I face something that I have no control over: my fertility. I had always thought that you had the power to create the life you wanted by doing the right things. Study hard, work hard and maintain heathy and loving relationships. I was ready for the difficult parts and the disappointments, but never did I ever consider the possibility that I would not be able to conceive a baby.

There are so many fluctuating emotions that one goes through during fertility treatments: hope, excitement, fear, disappointment, despair, anxiety, happiness and confusion. Since it’s so hard to either hold all of this in, making pretend everything is fine, or feel like a “Debbie Downer” when venting to others–I decided to start writing about it.


4 responses to “My deal

  1. I can completely relate to everything you have described. It is so comforting to meet someone (even if over the internet) who can relate.

  2. I am so thankful to have found your blog. I am in your shoes exactly. God bless you.

  3. thank you for yor comforting comment. it means so much to be validated, you know? especially by someone who understands…im so sorry about your crappy IVF. i wish we didn;t have to go down this road but it’s a much nicer ride with a friend 🙂

  4. It’s been good for me reading your blog. We’re in the same boat now. Doing our 6th treatment.. we just did our 4th shot for this cycle tonight. Good luck on your road to a baby!!!

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