Today is the Day!

I just got the call from the nurse and today is the day!! Good thing I had that last glass of wine last night. Good thing I stayed at work until 8:30pm to make sure I would be covered to be out for a couple days. I dont care if Friday is really busy in my office–I am taking the day of bed rest! I want to do everything I can to give this little embie a happy home.

I am wondering though, why Day 3? Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Does this mean the embies are not developing as well, or that they are? I was reading about it online last night and some say it is better to wait until Day 5. I also wish they could tell me SOMETHING about my little cell-babies. How are they? How many are they? Are they strong? Did they have to use ICSI? I have no idea!

So now, I wait…and clean up my house. I was also thinking about making an appt to get my hair highlighted on Saturday….is that safe? If I dont do it now I will have two tone hair by the end of the first trimester. (Assuming there is one..)

How do i feel? (Obviously a bit clueless because I keep asking questions.) I feel excited but cautious. I feel fat, bloated and constipated. I feel so happy that I have gotten farther than I ever have before. I feel blessed to have this opportunity and to have loving friends who are just as excited as I am. I feel lucky to have a loving husband who wants this as mush as I do and is just about doing cartwheels right now he is so excited. I feel like God has His plan for this baby and will bless us now if it is right,  and if it is time.